So, I’ve been thinking I need to make a new post. Been a long time, eh?
For those of you who don’t know me personally, you will not understand my fascination with the word/goddess Discordia. Those of you who are huge fans of Sthephen King might know of it from reference in the later books of the Dark Tower series as a kingdom of sorts, while those of you who are up on your Roman mythology will know her as the goddesss of chaos (Eris in the Greek myths.)
A few of the supernerds like myself will know of Discordianism, a parodyish quasi-religion laid forth in the Principia Discordia, with a following of those of us aware of such things as the Illuminati! books and paraphenalia.
Now, let me just lay this out. My personal religious beliefs are extremely odd, and at times seemingly conflicting.
But the Discordian in me needs to rant about things that I have suppressed for awhile, so here goes.
I am extremely upset with lots of the people I am closest to for trying with a ridiculous amount of conviction, to impose wretched Order upon me, when we know that the purity of Chaos is what is true. Διχόνοια είναι όμορφη, όμορφη είναι χάος. Let the tenets of Chaos be preached in your lands, and let the evils of Order be expounded upon, for with Order is the downfall of the Universe.
But Eris, my love, my Goddess, she has again cast her servant to the ends of the Earth, seeking her guidance as far from the true place as possible… Abandonned as I am, my faith in Our Lady Discordia shall not leave me. Though I walk alone, she has merely leapt upon my back to goad me to holier acts. For my Lady, I shall persevere.
Now that that’s out of my system, I must confess most people will find it extremely unintelligible, but to fully understand you would have needed to read a particular story I wrote in high school about how the bungling followers of Eris, led by me, the worst of all the bunglers, went on a journey to find the Apple of Discord, only to search in all the wrong places before being smitten by Our Lady Discordia… multiple times. As it wasin a parody vein along with Discordianism itself, perhaps it shouldn’t be read too much into.
But… if you read this far, may Eris guide you, Allah forgive you, Jesus love you, the Buddha smile upon you, and Cthulhu deem not to devour you.